Hedonistics Anonymous
Thursday, May 14, 2009
This is where I stand
When shit hits the fan, I instantly build defensive walls so thick and so tall that even I have trouble climbing out myself.
Thing is, I'm beginning to like it in here. The peace and tranquility helps temper the discontentment somewhat.
So yes, you got what you want from me at a price. Like a favourite person of mine commented recently, it's better to be cynically paranoid than naively stupid. Better to purge all toxicity from my life now than let it sink in and become permanent. Also, I don't like looking into the eyes of snakes.
Another clueless person I'm fleeing from is just as I described... permanently clueless. I don't doubt that we all have our own episodes of cluelessness, but this person is such a daily blur sotong, it's a permanent case of open-mouth-enter-foot, to the point where the words that come out start taking on a spiteful, malicious tone.
I am an extremely non-confrontational person. I WILL apologize and overlook alot of matters just to ensure peace. Until I have to confront someone, it's usually a big freakin deal to me. And it doesn't help that I'm slightly on the paranoid side these days haha.
Posted by Hedonistics Anonymous :: 8:01 PM ::
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